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Ok, so over the summer at some point my website crashed. I’ve always had this WordPress for blogging and I decided to give Squarespace a try. Now, I’m waffling between here and Square space. Do I keep this for blogs and squarespace for general website stuff? No idea. No sure what to do here.

I finally put The Kaylamay Project out. It only took a year and a whole ass pandemic to let it go. I don’t know why I was holding on so much. But it feels good. I’m inspired to get back to my storytelling..it’s been a few years now. I’ve put my process on the back…

When I look back on all the writing I did those years I was trying to “find myself” I notice that there’s a vulnerability in the breaking down of a person. I wrote from such honest spaces, it’s cathartic to read them again. Re-member those moments that I felt alive in the newness of small,…

I stuck Lepidolite, a “stone of transition”, on my forehead yesterday as I was walking to the gallery to perform my 1 human show. I often get stones in the moments and let them charge in the sun before I absolutely need them. This was one of the 2 stones I grabbed before leaving the house yesterday. ”…

Vacation mode powering off… Spent a week and and some change in LA with my Bubs. Here are some highlights Fb world and future me who will see this in a year and wonder what we we did in no particular order:   * Had dinner with Ashraf Dahud twice was introduced to the most…

I woke up before the sun today. I feel like it’s the first day of school and I’m so excited I barely slept. Will probably go back to bed after this. I am trying to practice gratitude and self love. And I am also trying not to feel guilt or shame for the choices I…

I don’t know if I should even begin this post. I know it won’t come out nice. But ever since I could remember I have never been able to take my own advice. I’ve met my match and I honestly thought that was that. Challenges have amplified. Simple roadblocks have become big facts. Maybe i’m…

So of course my stubborn ass has had dairy even though I said I wouldn’t. I’ve learned that it fucks with my skin and hair. Damn hormones. I have definitely been on instagram to promote my current show and keep track of social media for the company I work for. We have been out to…

Cheese/no dairy Well, I tell myself not to have any cheese and then of course almost every day this week I had some thing with cheese in it. The cheese tortellini fucked me up the most. I’m for sure in denial about my lactose in tolerance. Red meat Last Saturday, we definitely went out for Korean BBQ…